
A
Hot Day
Kevin
was watching as the hour drew nearer to four o'clock.
He stood near the iPod, which was attached to the amplifier,
which was attached to the mounted speakers outside the
carriage house in the backyard -- the "Funhouse"
as it was called.
Out
in the yard, other housemates scurried around doing last-minute
duties.
They
were all moments before the official start of a beach
party that August afternoon. It was in the high 90s. The
sun was brutal, and the hot tub was clean.
Kevin's
late-season, six-week share was beginning. It had been
a very busy summer for him until then -- São Paulo,
then Mexico, then the week in Tuscany for Dane's birthday
with Ran and Jeff and his mother and so many people, then
São Paulo again, then Mexico again.
Then
the Fourth of July in town. More work from home.
Then
-- peace.
Now,
the compressed schedule of fun at the beach was beginning.
It would be nothing like years past, with Heather House
now gone and sold. But he'd walked around on Baltimore
Avenue, and had hit the bars and had brunch at Crystal
Diner a few times.
It
was filling his ears and his nostrils again. It was settling
over him. He was back in Rehoboth.
There
had already been the 60's party at Dale and Wayne's house
the weekend before. And he'd run into at least half the
people he knew from the Rehoboth crowd. And he'd heard
one or two new songs at Cloud 9 one night. There'd already
been drunken, horny Friday night afterhour slosh-fests
back at the house. And they'd spent a fun night roaring
at the annual Follies.
This
was his one big social event that he'd be, in some way,
playing host at. Even though he was just DJing.
But
Kevin had also begun to change. He'd grown so tired of
whining, of waiting -- and of wondering about the future.
He'd begun to take action in all matters closest to him.
He'd
hired a personal trainer, and was already doing super-sets
three days a week. He'd put on about 10 pounds of muscle
-- quite a bit for his skinny frame. And was feeling better
than he had in years.
He'd
become more assertive in his work -- saying no more often.
And
his language skills were flourishing. He was taking French,
and his Spanish was becoming much better. His Portuguese
was now scarily fluent, causing many a Brazilian's eyes
to bug out.
It
was adding up to something. He could feel it. Just couldn't
figure out what. And didn't care.
It
was 4:00 on the nose. He hit play on the iPod, and the
music began.
Sean
trotted over to a cluster of guys he'd met the previous
week, all laid out on the sand of Poodle Beach.
He was only steps away from their new beach house -- and
he was pressing invites into everyone's hands.
"Hey,
party..." (Sean)
"Cool...party....right
over there, huh?" (Guys)
Everyone
was sure that the party would be a success. The last one
in July pulled in over 100 people. But last-minute invites
pressed into the hands of scantily-clad hot men, informing
them that only steps away would be a party with free booze
and a lot of other hot men, was always the clincher.
Sean
was excited about the festivities. But it also seemed
like the summer was just flying by.
He'd
been coming to the new house since before the season officially
started, and was realizing how much he thrived in that
environment. The sun, the friends, the good times. It
seemed like it was going so fast already.
Kevin
had only just begun his short share, and Roy had only
visited once and didn't seem to be coming back now that
his life had changed so much.
Matt
had moved to New York, and was about to get married in
Provincetown. No one was invited.
Elaine
had just up and disappeared it seemed. Last he heard,
she was back in Brazil, but even Kevin wasn't sure of
that.
A
breeze was picking up off the ocean. It felt good.
Sean
handed his last invite card out and trotted back to the
house.
*****
Roy
was sitting on the Circulator heading west on K Street.
It
was 98 degrees in Washington that afternoon. The tourists
were melting into the sidewalks.
As
13th Street approached, it hit him again in the stomach.
But
this time it was just an instant. He saw a bum laying
on the grass in Franklin Square, and the twinge hit him.
Nothing like before, though. No more panic attacks. He
just sucked in a short breath and thought about a tall
glass of Red Zinger iced tea, of all things.
And
it passed.
He
hopped off the bus and started up towards N Street. His
legs felt fit, and his abs felt firm against his shirt.
He felt good.
Taking
in steady breaths, he took out his water bottle and started
swigging, looking around as the street grew less downtown
and more Logan Circle with each step.
He
saw Andrew and Phil across the street and waved. He saw
a woman from Kevin's building, walking her dog.
He
saw a policeman on a bike.
He
maneuvered through the various contruction sites along
the 1200 block as he got closer.
His
heart started to beat a little faster. He felt himself
smiling, actually. It was really nice.
Roy
started to sweat a little, but he knew it wouldn't matter.
Maybe it would even be a turn-on.
He
rounded the corner, turning right onto N Street, and he
saw Matt's apartment building on the corner. Or his old
apartment building.
It
was still "Matt's place" in Roy's mind, even
though Matt had decamped months earlier and someone had
bought the place and made it theirs. Roy remembered Matt's
birthday party the previous winter, and his afterhours
following Kevin's annual winter party. He remembered a
lot of Matt, even though he seemed to be long, long gone
in such a short period of time.
But
then again, so much was gone it seemed. Long gone.
Roy
pulled open the front door of the Mondrian, and buzzed.
As always, about five seconds later, the door buzzed open
and he scooted up to the back hallway of the first floor.
By
the time he reached the apartment doorway, it was - as
always - open.
They
both smiled, said hi, and kissed.
But
this time, Ken held Roy more tightly than normal, just
for a quick second, before they stepped in and the door
shut behind them.
*****
It
was about 5:00 when it seemed everyone was arriving all
at once.
The
yard filled up, the liquor was flowing and the music was
rising measurably.
Kevin
was staying close to the sound system inside the Funhouse,
while Sean was circulating around and socializing like
mad. The house owners, Mark and David, were having a great
time -- and must have known at least 80% of the people
there. The rest of the housemates were in various corners
at various times.
It
was clearly a success.
"How's
it going out there?" Kevin asked as Sean stepped
inside for a moment.
"Excellent,
lots of people are here from down on Poodle," he
said. "Lots of bathing suits."
"Cool.
How's the music?"
"Fabulous
as always."
"Great!
I'll be out for a cocktail in a little bit..."
Sean
nipped back out as Kevin adjusted the sound to the next
song. The music was on auto-pilot at this point. He didn't
have to think about what came next -- it was all programmed.
He
wasn't going to sit inside. It was always Kevin's nature
to be where the action was at any given moment.
And
as he stepped outside, he felt that his Rehoboth summer
was really starting. And sure enough, his favorite
song in the whole set began at that moment, too.
Kevin
stepped out into the yard, with his empty cup, and
headed for the punch fountain. His Ken Cole cabana shirt
was unbuttoned, and he had his shell choker around his
neck, and a big smile on his face.
"Heyyyy,"
he heard out of the crowd. It was his trainer, Andy, and
the trainer's boyfriend, Mark.
Sean
stepped out onto the deck and stood next to the hot
tub, looking out over the crowd. He pulled off his shirt
and popped on his sunglasses, and stretched his arms over
his head to straighten his back.
He
looked down to see, in the middle of the yard, the group
of five hot guys who got the last five invites out on
Poodle Beach smiling, and waving at him to come down.
*****
Roy
sat down onto the couch, and ran his hand over Ken's right
leg.
Ken
handed him a glass of iced tea.
"It's
Red Zinger," Ken said. "No sugar."
[Posted:
August 29, 2005]
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